grasp...
The chill runs trough my bones
I panic in grief. Oh please help
me die...
The walls close in on my
existance
Unreal illusions re-appear
Darkness increases still
Frozen illusion
I lay in my darkest room
As images appear once more
The chill runs trough my bones
My body is stiff as my soul
departs the earth
7.
BREEDING FEAR
Staring down into the dephts
Subconcious has taken my life
breathing this foul and dank air
Eyes cannot penetrate the light
No room to panic or move
I pray my death will come soon
My sorrows breeding on my fear.
The tombs of 1000 lie near,
Soon to diminish am I?
Lying there, minutes from my
death
The nausea breeds my fear
Calling to the victims of fate
The dead cannot answer my
calls.
My body falls to the dephts
And darkness has engraved my
mind...
No visions or solution
Gagged for ari, deeper blow I
sink...
8.
LOST PARADISE (Instrumental)
9.
INTERNAL TORMENT (2)
As you stare into the
dephts of darkness
Illusions of your mind pressured
by horror
Standing on a plain of desolation
The streams of frozen mist are
shattered by the sun
travel trough the uncaring
skies
Prepare for this defeat
Once you're dead your eyes are
shut forever
Is I'it just the darkness that
greets
our pleas?
Trapped in my skull, sanities
locked inside
Can't express my feelings, the
pain I must hide
My body possessed by an
unseen force
Crippled for life
As I try to speak my voice...
No physical pain will you feel
Is this mental insanity real?
No future an obscenity
Why was I chosen to suffer?
Hoping I wake up and the curse
has left my soul
Attempts at speech are
drowned in laughter
I writhe and grit my teeth in
anger...why...?
Not allowed to make decisions
If only I could tell them all
I can think
In my afterlife, I'll rise again
Destroy all the ones who laughed
Kill them all...
Able to think, flex my limbs,
talk
and socialise, live my life
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Some editing: Gil-Galad
Paradise lost: Shades of god
1. Mortals watch the day
2. Crying for eternity
3. Embraced
4. Daylight torn
5. Pity the sadness
6. No forgiveness
7. Your hand in mine
8. The word made flesh
9. As I die
1.
mortals watch the day
PLEAD FORGIVENESS FATHER
ALL MY TROUBLES FADE FROM VIEW
PALE THE FOUR WALLS SURROUND
HAVE I MADNESS IN MY EYES?
WHILE MORTALS WATCH THE DAY
OUR FEAR WILL PAVE THE WAY
HIDDEN UNTIL THE END
SEE A ROOM OF CRIMSON
NOTHING I HAVE SEEN BEFORE
COLDNESS WRAPPED AROUND ME
STRUGGLE NOT FOR HELL IS HERE
WHILE TYRANTS CLOSE THE DOORS
EACH ONE WILL KNOW THE SCORE
SORROW TAKES IT ALL
SAVED THE SICK OF LIFES BLISS
CHARITY OF UTMOST GUILT
FEAR THE BLINDED TEMPER
IT HAS LIED IT'S WAY TO YOU...
WHILE MORTALS WATCH THE DAY
AND LIGHT HAS TURNED TO GREY
WHAT LIES UP AHEAD
LIGHT SHINES INTO YOUR EYES
THAT I'M BLINDED BY. YOUR EYES
MORTAL THROUGHOUT THE DAYS
UNTIL WE'RE SAVED
TURNING TO BLACK
I CAN'T SEE THROUGH THIS
NO OPTION FROM TURNING AWAY
WILL WE SEE ANOTHER DAY
2.
crying for eternity
LYING HERE ALONE AND COLD
AND I'M WAITING FOR THE DAWN
LAUGHTER AT MY EVERY MOVE
AS IF CRIPPLED BY MY THOUGHTS
YOU PREVAIL IN THE END
(UNLIKE YOUR GOD'S OBSCENITY)
HATING THE DISGRACE
(OF A CHILD'S INSANITY)
I'M TAKEN ALL THE MORE
AND I'LL TAKE ALL THAT I SEE
YOU'LL DO IT ALL FOR ME (IS THIS THE
END - IT CANNOT BE)
ALL THE MORE, YOU FEED OFF MY
REJECTION
ALL THE MORE, I TEAR SOUL IN TWO
LONELY ARE MY TEARS OF PAIN
AND I'M PUNISHED BY THEIR CAUSE
I'LL REST ON MY BURNING THRONE
A RELEASE I MOVE TOWARDS IS ETERNAL
SLEEP
ALL THE MORE, I BATTLE THROUGH THE
HEARTACHE
ALL THE MORE, I'D LAY MYSELF TO REST
3.
embraced
PAIN...IS WHAT WE ARE WAITING FOR
LYING DEEP IN COMFORT, I AWAKE NOW
I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS TALE
I CANNOT BELIEVE THE ECHOES... OR
YOUR PETTY LIES
TAKE AWAY OUR WORLD, THROWN INTO
THE STARS
TAKE AWAY OUR WORLD, WORSHIP ALL
THAT'S OURS
CRY AT ECHOES IN YOUR HEART
LYING IN THE OCEAN UNTIL THE END OF
TIME
SOLITUDE EMBRACING US
SUICIDE OUR HEARTS EMBRACE
LIFE AND DEATH BECOME THE RACE
TAKE AWAY THE WORLD, HOLD IT TO THE
SKY
TAKE AWAY THE WORLD, PITY YOUR
DEMISE
ARRAY OF FEAR, CONTROLS ME NOW
AND I CRY - IN DARK DESPAIR
4.
daylight torn
I AM OPPRESSED BY THE LACK OF POWER
HOLDING ON UNTIL THE END
HELPING ME TREAD ON YOUR LIFE
LIFE IS THE GAME, STRENGHTEN MY ANGER
RESHAPE THE MISGUIDED TIMES
SEE ME THEN, DIE, FATE HAS CONTROL OF
US ALL
BLEMISH THE QUEST OF ALL
CREATE THE DREAD
WAITING IN LINE, LOST IN YOUR PRAYER
LOST IN YOUR INSANITY
IT SEEMS TO BE REAL
SOOTHING THE PAIN THAT YOU FEEL
CAN'T FIND THE KEY TO DESTINY
LIFE IS YOUR QUEST, ERASE YOUR QUEST
YOUR CHRIST IS FAILING YOU, LIKE POISEN
RUNNING THROUGH
DOES GOD NOW WHAT TO DO, AS I TELL
THE HARBOURED TRUTH
WHILE GRIEF LIES AT YOUR DOOR, FOR
SHREDS OF FLESH YOU'VE TORN
THE PAIN COMES BACK FOR ME, TOO
VAGUE FOR YOU TO SEE
LORD, SMILE AT ME
MY ASHES HAVE SCATTERED THE PLAINS
WON'T RETURN AGAIN...
LORD STARE AT ME
WAIT FOR ME TO RISE, RISE AGAIN...
FINDING THE TRUTH, BEHIND LIES, LOGIC
IS PARALYSED
FEEDING THE FLESH, CONSUMING THE
REST
YOU'LL REACH YOUR END, YOU'LL PAY THE
DEBTS AND SILENTLY SEND
5.
pity the sadness
SADNESS LIVES AFTER WE DIE
THE PAINS OF LIFE INCREASED OUTRIGHT
CONTEMPT AND SINS PRIORITIES
TO CRUSH GOOD FORTUNE
MORNING...
MORNING'S CALM, INSIDE I CRY
THIS PAINFUL LIFE HAS RAPED MY MIND
TAKE ME DOWN, SLOW RELEASE
FROM SORROW'S PENETRATION
MORNING...
LIFE IS THERE FOR ME
HELL IS THERE FOR ME
SUNLIGHT GREETS MY OPEN WOUNDS
MORNING'S LIGHT REFLECTS THE DOOM
MY SOUL IS FREE, IT LIVES AGAIN
TO ROAM FREE IN DARKNESS
MORNING...
I'VE CRIED FOR GOD
AND I'VE CRIED FOR YOU
I PRAY THAT IN THE END YOUR SENSE WILL
BREAK THROUGH
SADNESS LIVES AFTER WE DIE
THE PAIN OF LIFE INCREASSED OUTRIGHT
CONTEST MY SINS PRIORITIES
CRUSHED MY SPIRIT TO IT'S KNEES
6.
no forgiveness
I HAVE SEEN FOR MYSELF
THE ROGUES OF ALL LIFE IS BORN
AND I'M LYING THROUGH THE NIGHT
MY SOLEMN END
AND A COLD TOUCH OF DEATH
TAKES MY HAND
THE ONLY WAY... THE ONLY WAY
WELL, I'M FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE
AND WASTING AWAY THE TIME I'VE GOT
LEFT
THE ONLY WAY... THE ONLY WAY
HEARING YOU TALK IS A WASTE OF
SILENCE
I CAN'T BARE... I NO LONGER CARE
I CREATE THE CROSS I MUST WEAR
AND I'M FLYING OUT TO MY PLIGHT
SUCCESFULLY
THE ONLY WAY...
TURNING AROUND TO AN EMPTY SPACE
I CRIED IN DESPAIR... I NO LONGER CARE
FEELINGS OF REMORSE
NOW LOCKED AWAY, ANOTHER DAY, TO
LIVE AGAIN
FEELING THE PRESSURE HIGH
FOLDING DOWN TO THE FIRE
7.
your hand in mine
PAY THE DEADLY PRICE
LIFT THE FALLEN PRIZE
TOLD YOU SOON WILL DIE
SIN THAT SAIL ALIGHT
CARRY UNGODLY CRIMES
TRAVELLING OUT OF REACH
TAKING THE WEIGHT OF NIGHT UPON
MY BACK
YOU CANNOT BELIEVE THE PAIN I'VE
SEEN
CRAWLING OUT OF LIFE, MY FIRE IS
STRONG
CAN IT BE, I CAN'T GO ON
I'M HURT NOW, DON'T TURN YOUR BACK
CHANGING WAYS, EVENTS PROLONG
HIDDEN BY THE MIST, INSINUATE WHAT'S
GONE
YOUR HAND IN MINE
WE'LL REACH THE SIGN OF PLAINS ABOVE
US
YOUR HAND IN MINE
UNHOLY TIMES OF PAIN RELENTLESS
FORCED TO WATCH NOT EAGERLY
BREAKING HEARTS WITH WORDS AND ALL
ECSTASY
YOUR HAND IN MINE
REVEAL ALL LIFE, UPHOLD THE OTHERS
YOUR HAND IN MINE
ARE YOU ALIVE, WITH FLAMES OF SADNESS
8.
the word made flesh
IT LOOKS TO KILL
AND FAILS TO WAIT IN SIGHT
IT TWIST ME FROM INSIDE
CARRY ALL, HEAL THE SORE, I CAN NO
LONGER BLEED
WHAT IS THIS, THINGS I'VE BEEN, YOU CAN
SET ME FREE
THE ONE I SEE, A BLINDED FOOL
CORRUPTING ME
FROM WITHIN, WORN AWAY
FIND, BY MIND, ABUSIVE WAYS
ALLURES ME FROM RESTAIN (I'D KILL
WHILE OTHERS RAPE)
CREATE THE OBSCENE, YOU CAN SET ME
FREE
SENSE PREDICTS THE SCORN
THE HOUR OF PEACE IS GONE
THE ONE I SEE, A BLIND DEAD FOOL-
FOREVER BE
BURNING ME...
WORN FOOLS THAT PREY
ON A FATH FILLED DAY
LAUGHTER STAYS, OUT OF MY WAY
PASS THROUGH MY DISMAY
9.
as i die
AS I DIE
STARE AS EYES UPHOLD ME
AND WAIT TO SEE RIGHT THROUGH
AND CURSE ME... THE LOVE HAS CRIPPLED
YOU
SHADOWS HAUNT THE NIGHT
BURNING MY DISGUISE
REAPING THROUGH THE TRUTH
LIFE BECOMES UNTRUE
SIN THE LAST DIVERSION
MY FATE WILL BE UNTOUCHED
DISMISSED NOW, THE ANGER OF A FOOL
SHADOWS HAUNT THE NIGHT
FORGIVE ME AS I DIE
TAKING A CHANCE
AND TAKE WHAT YOU GAIN
MY SOUL IT HAS NO PRICE
TOTAL RELEASE IS OUT OF HARMS WAY
UNTIL I CAN DECIDE
YOU PUNISH ME, CAN'T YOU SEE, NOT
REAL
TEARS FLOWING FREE, PASSING BY, AS I DIE
Wrote to TXT-format: Kraken
Some editing: Gil-Galad
026 MORBID ANGEL'89
АЛТАРИ БЕЗУМИЯ
БЕССМЕРТНЫМИ РИТУАЛЫ
Они собирались для священного ритуала
Их мысли едины
Они созывают старейшин,
Они созывают бессмертных, чтобы просить их
Об обряде очищения души,
О растворении в темноте
Они просят показать им дорогу
Крики, неслышимые ранее
Доносятся из мира хаоса и безумия
Неизвестные голоса наполняют пространство
Они исходят из неизвестности
Тени окружают безликих существ
Оставленных в этом аду навечно
Духи смерти, я призываю вас
Наложить на нас заклятие
Чтобы мы смогли отдать своё бессмертие
Тем, кому вы нужны
УДУШЕНИЕ
Смех над страданиями
Глупый и жестокий
Люди - как барабаны под гнётом закона;
Их судят из-за собственных добрых друзей
И они дохнут теряя душевные силы
Но увы ! Я чту закон
Назови меня !
Ты способен поднять жезл хилого священика
И пройти сквозь плајя Закона
Дым< душащий и едкий, поднимается
Он очищает людей от беззакония
Котлы бурлят и подпрыгивают в священном ритуале
Едкий огонь кремации жжёт мне глаза
Смертные полны отчаяния
Они пытаются предсказать свою судьбу
Подземные пещеры выжидают
Чтобы собрать богатый урожай душ
Я в страхе наблюдаю как волна распятий
Убивает время, убивает всё
Взойдёт луна, взойдёт ещё раз и оставшиеся люди взвоют
Боже, почему ты покинул нас ?!
Это - первые распятия
Удушение
ВОСПОМИНАНИЯ О ПРЕИСПОДНЕЙ
Мои глаза погасли и зловещее тени
Пришли за мной
Колокола бьют полночь, землю окутал мрак
Зло восстаёт
Дыры ненависти вскрываются, чтобы
Я упал в бездну моих снов
С последним ударом колокола приходят монахи
Чтобы лишить меня разума
Осквернённые воспоминания
Реки наполнились кислотой
Те, кто разрушает этот мир
Подают голоса из под земли
Овчарки, сатанинские твари
Замаливают грехи
Свобода взята на мушку
Я помню - победителей не было
Возьми мой разум
Ад зовёт меня
Постоянно
Я не способен сопротивляться
Люди в конвульсиях, это - навечно
Власть у разамных машин
Отравленные дожди прочищают мозги
Превращая людей в рабов
Ветры войны не дают дышать
Смог закрыл небо
Всё задохнётся от газов
Я помню, всё было уничтожино
Мне можно разрезать и ощутить мою кровь
И боль: Я из плоти и крови
Тусклые огни - конец путешествия
В другой мир
Моё время встречает меня
Хозяева ... житейские проблемы
Я не боюсь их
Суд - рабство - в конце концов
Их власть нераспространяется
На меня
Наступил новый день, солне режет глаза
Кошмар прошёл, но воспоминания остались
Стены сна рушаться
Монахи ушли от меня
Оставив меня один на один с воспоминаниями
Из Ада
ЛАБИРИНТ СТРАДАНИЙ
Жизнь изменяет тебе - бешенство
И зло пробивают дыры в твоём сознании
Бессмертие - тебя, окровавленного, покидает душа
Мучительная жизнь окончена, но кошмар только начинается
Твари воют похоронные мелодии
Стены, покачиваясь, ждут момента
Чтобы распороть тебя на части
Несмолкающее эхо криков разносится
По лабиринту
Безумие надвигается - равновесие нарушено
Лабиринт страданий
Лабиринт страданий
Лабиринт страданий
Лабиринт смерти
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